Yet
There was something that did not settle
A silent emptiness not visible but present in every quiet moment
The transformation did not begin with a shock
Nor with a major incident
But with two short chapters
When he learned the meaning of Surah Al Fatihah
(In the name of AllŒh,[1] the Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful.[2]
[All] praise is [due] to AllŒh, Lord[1] of the worlds –
The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful,
Sovereign of the Day of Recompense.[1]
It is You we worship and You we ask for help.
Guide us to the straight path – The path of those upon whom You have bestowed favor, not of those who have earned [Your] anger or of those who are astray. )
(Surah Al Fatihah 1–7)
Then he paused for a long time at Surah Al Ikhlas
He was not reading passing religious words
He was confronting a decisive definition of God
One God
Eternal
Indivisible and unlike anyone
He was astonished at how this brevity contained an idea he had been searching for a long time without grasping it
A monotheism that leaves no space for ambiguity
And does not open doors for contradictory interpretations
Here he began to compare in silence
He remembered texts he had known since childhood
And he realized without stubbornness
That they had not been preserved as they were revealed
Nor had they remained as they were first written
In contrast he found the Qur’an standing with remarkable firmness
A Book not left for time to tamper with
Written immediately upon revelation